oh, to do lists:

to do.

to do.

to do.

so  a little random fact about me is that i am constantly creating things for myself to do. 

i have just lately been realizing this..

list after list i make - some things are carried over multiple pages later placed under the header titled "meh" because i don't get around to them.  procrastination. laziness. whatever the reason, it is always discouraging when i  am adding that same thing over and over again to the next 'to do' list.  why do i do this? i am not sure. i guess i feel like i always have to be busy. when ideally it'd be great to come home from work and just sit. maybe read a book. maybe watch the olympics. cause synchronized diving is amazing. ha!